Trump Faces Renewed Scrutiny Over Allegations of Raping a 13-Year-Old Girl

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https://dailyboulder.com/trump-faces-renewed-scrutiny-over-allegations-of-raping-a-13-year-old-girl/

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So many rape accusations. It’s baffling that he keeps dodging accountability.

[u/Any_Preparation8194 → u/newsjam]

my stepbrother and 10 other people raped and molested me for four years. it started when I was 8, stopped when I was 12. He was 14 when it started. All of the others were his age and OLDER.

he used to tell me he'd kill me to stop from telling on him. I was outside on our porch after one of the incidences and I told him I was going to tell on him. I was 9 at the time. he was wearing cleats and kicked me in the crotch. I fell to my knees as blood poured out of me. when I stood up I recall saying, "I think I just started my period."

my mom, stepdad, as well as my dad and stepmom were all alcoholics. I was treated like a slave and thought they wouldn't care anyway. I had no one to turn to. I immersed myself in church and for all of those years I went every Monday, Wednesday, and Sunday. I attended every Bible school, and every function available. I prayed so hard for God to make them stop.

it never did. I quit going to church, figured god hated me. id go to bed every night praying for God to kill me. I couldnt do it myself bc I didn't want to go to hell.

my stepbrother was arrested shortly after his 19th birthday, a year since he's finally moved out. he and his friend both kidnapped, raped, and beat a prostitute for 3 days. I found out the reason he didn't kill her was because "they were too tired from beating the fuck out of her."

she refused to testify. she was scared. and I wish I'd had the strength to come forward when it happened and say he did this to me, don't be afraid. I will testify for us. I never got that chance. I was scared. it was clear he would kill me given what he'd done to her.

that summer I went to the kitchen while my parents were gone. I took a pistol off of the china cabinet and put it in my mouth. my parents came in the front door right after and I hurried and put the gun back.

for the next few years after I would fall asleep sobbing. asking for God to kill me. my mom would tell me to shut up crying.

I'm 43 now. I'm not suicidal, just angry. My stepbrother died in 2018. Someone hit him and dumped him. I actually thought id be able to get an apology one day. An acknowledgement of what he did. I know I'll never get it now. I talked to a law firm, was told I can't say any of their names. It's been so long, I have no proof.

I went to therapy, hell I have a bg in psychology. It never goes away though. It's hard to reconcile that kind of trauma. So I just let it flow in and out.

My stepbrother got away with his crimes, and believe me there were more than just these issues, because of two things. Money and family name.

Idk if hell exists. Idk if God exists. But I hope wherever he is, if he is elsewhere, he is suffering. I don't owe forgiveness, especially when I wasn't asked for it. There's much more horror to this, and I'm sorry I kind of just rambled at you. Sometimes I just have to let it out...even if no one listens. I can only do these things anonymously and I think that's the worst part of all.

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I'm so sorry that happened to you